| life |
[Dec. 4th, 2005|11:20 am] |
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So..i haven't updated in a long time of coarse cuz thats what I always do but let's see...i had a party and my parents found out about it so now i have no car and no cell phone..kinda shitty and I have great friends but one of them dosn't talk to me anymore and i dont know what to do about it..i said hi in the hallway and all i did was get a big glare..idk..it sucks
and..let's see...jeffrey and i are back together so yea..thats pretty cool...i have to walk to work and well there is snow this kinda sucks.....blah..o well.. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2005|06:36 pm] |
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Well..this summer was awesome and i have no regrets but i did mess some things up, but thats ok..it happens..thats life. I'm over it and they should be too...ryan and i are over..o well..i am hanging out with a different guy tonight and i am VERY excited!!!
I just need to say this...HOW COULD YOU LIKE HIM??? after i told you everything?!?!?! seriously..i cant even believe that..when he hurts you dont come crying to me...thats all i have to say. |
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| summer |
[Aug. 23rd, 2005|11:20 am] |
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| | BBMAK! | ] |
Summer is going wonderfully!! I have my OWN car and friends, work, and ryan are all good!!! I have had such a good summer since I went to the pocanoes!! Everything is sooo good right now! School starts soon though..kinda good/kinda bad. i am sooo excited about being a SENIOR!!!! well..gotta go now..love ya! |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2005|09:56 am] |
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Well..let's see...summer is going pretty good I guess...Ryan is mad at me and it sucks because he has a totally good reason to be mad at him and he is totally right about everything that he said...i should probably call him today....
Work sucks like always..I have to work at 2 and then hopefully Ryan and I are hanging out but I guess that's if he's not mad at me anymore..o well..
Cali in 2 DAYS!!! YAY!! I gotta pack still!!!
well..that's it for now...
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MELISSA!!!! |
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| Ryan |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|02:54 pm] |
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| |  flirty | ] |
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| | I'll be | ] |
I really like ryan a lot!! We hung out last night and it was fun! We watched a cinderella story and Beauty and the Beast..it was tres amusant. I guess Jeff called Ryan and he isn't mad about me and Ryan which is a good thing because I really like Ryan and I hope things work out between us.
So yea..my dad comes home today..it should be ok i guess.
Friends are really annoying me lately. I make plans with them and then they call that morning and so oh nevermind when I didn't make plans that day because I already had plans..grr!! But, i guess it's kind of good because I have been hanging out with Ryan a lot lately which has been fun.
So yea..work sucks..Enes is a bitch and she hates me..o well..i hate her too. Pharmacy is fun though. I like working there. Sometimes front end is ok but it depends who is working.
So summer is going pretty good so far... |
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| Summer |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|11:49 am] |
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| | Save the Last Dance CD | ] |
This summer has been awesome so far!! The first day of vacation my dad left for Arizona!!! It's been awesome hanging out with my mom. Most of the time steph is at work, but Dan, Ben, and Dan's friends have been coming over. It's fun stuff! Work sucks though...like always...
I was supposed to go to the beach today, but the weather sucks!! It's been so hot out. I couldn't even sleep in my room last night.
Last night was fun cuz i was hanging out with Dan. We were doing nothing together..lol..it was fun stuff. We went to Blockbuster and I saw this girl that i hate at school and she saw me with Dan and just gave me this nasty look..o well..she is a bitch!
I am soo excited cuz Ryan is coming over tomorrow night!!! He finally kissed me!! YAY!!! I was sooo excited!
I am so done with all of Jeff's shit. He is a jerk and i don't want to deal with it anymore. My friends were right..he is a jerk and i don't know why i wasted my time..so done with him...
so yea..life is really good right now!! This summer is gonna be awesome!!!! |
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| i love this song |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|11:16 pm] |
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| |  accomplished | ] |
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| | mandy moore still | ] |
This is the best song ever!! it describes every feeling and plus i have hazel eyes so it works...
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes |
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| this is to you... |
[Jun. 11th, 2005|11:15 pm] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
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| | mandy moore | ] |
i don't know if i can swear on here so i won't....
F*CK you you asshole..you can go and get over me, but for me to get over you is ust not aloud..why is that? I like this guy a lot but no i can't go out with him because you won't be his friend..way to be a jerk. |
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| idk anymore |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|11:28 am] |
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| |  sad | ] |
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| | One Thing | ] |
Why couldn't you tell me 9 months ago!?!?!?! why do you brag about it??? idk anymore.. you confuse me..you make me confused..you make me cry....why are you doing this to me...what is your goal..are you trying to make me suffer like this...all i want is your friendship and you rip me out of your life just like that and go hid behind her..why??? why do you treat people this way all the time? you hide behind your problems and don't face them straight up...why?? |
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| HAPPY!!! |
[Apr. 5th, 2005|05:37 pm] |
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| | obsession | ] |
wow..it has been a couple months..lol..o well..so..lets see whats going on.
Jeff and i broke up, but we are still friends.
Ben asked me out!! YAY!! he is sooo nice..i really like him a lot!!
School is good..i have been working so much lately!! my pay check the other day was 174!!! and then yesterday i got my taxes back and it was 173!! yay!! i am excited cuz i am going to 3 proms!! I have mine, ben's and ryans!! i am very very excited..i know this is short but everything is sooo good right now. ttyl,bye!
p.s. hilary is a ho!! |
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[Feb. 14th, 2005|09:03 pm] |
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TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! I AM GONNA BE 17!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!! 3 HOURS!!!!!! |
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| survey thingy |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|07:07 pm] |
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| ahhhhhh |
[Jan. 23rd, 2005|10:22 pm] |
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WHOEVER EGGED MY CAR BETTER WATCH OUT!!!!!!! IT'S NOT FUNNY!!!!!!
so anyways, i havnt updated in a while cuz i never really feel like doing it. well..lets see...um..i didn't have school for 2 days cuz the pipes burst...that was fun..
On monday when i didn't have school i went to the mall and met kristin and neil there. Then they left and i met kaitlyn, erica, alex, and corry there. WE had fun but then i went to kristins and we hung out for a while and she dyed my hair and then kristin, krisins mom, and I were all talking for about an hour.
On tuesday i hadschool..then two days off..i went out to breakfast one of those days and i also went shopping one of those days...it was fun..had school on friday then i had to work and then i went to the b-ball game and then to alans and then my car got egged!!!!!! grrrrrr and if it was you i am gonna be soooooo pissed!
oh yea..the highlight of my day was on friday when one of my "good" friends almost made me cry in the middle of class..way to talk about me and my other friends right in front of me to someone else..real smooth. whatever..i am so sick of this bullshit. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2005|06:04 pm] |
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I hate my stupid fucked up family...my parents are being retarted and they never let me drive!!!! my sister is also being a bitch cuz she knew i wanted the car but no..she gets it..of course..that stupid bitch...i hate my fucking parents! why cant they just accpet the fact that i am 16! i am a young adult and i obviously know how to drive if i got my licnese! i hate them!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| AHHHHH |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|09:37 pm] |
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| | Get low | ] |
I GOT MY LICENSE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow..sorry excited!!!!
so yea..i drove around a lot today and i drove in the snow also!! it was pretty cool.
Now i can go visit my friends in waterford!!!!! yay!!!! |
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| holler |
[Jan. 9th, 2005|09:36 pm] |
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| | none | ] |
ryan is so nice!!
Blinkfan669: dani u are the coolest person ever and u are the definition of a friend ell a lil pink crazy but still the definition of a friend
2 days!!!!!! 4 Days!!!! i have so many good things to count down too!!!! i don;t feel like typing so bye |
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| hey |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|10:18 pm] |
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| | mY bOo | ] |
So yea, last night was a lot of fun...i went to the b-ball game wtih teddy, hilary, and melissa. Then alan, jen, ad kristin met us there like 5 minutes before it ende and we all want to wendys...at wendys we ran into allison, rachel, julie, ryan, amanda, her b/f andrew, amanda, jen, and kara... ryan was also there so ryan, hil, mo, teddy, me, allison, rachel,julie, and ryan went to teh rec fields and hung out. we were gonna play hide and go seek but we didnt. then..ryan like dissapeared and the rest of us went to the center of town and ran through the lights..it was a lot of fun and i have definitly wansted to do that before! Ryan is so funny..we always knows how to make people laugh...he went and siad hi to the chinese people in the kitchen. We sai we were gonna try and hang out again next weekend to,. but we want more people to go!! it was sooo much fun!!
so today i worked and i hate enes!! she made me do carts in the rain and then she finally let me open!! she is such a bitch! grrrrrrrr.... o well..i want a new job!!
3 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am sooo excited!!!
In 5 days it is gonna be 1 year for jeffrey and i..that is so long! i love him though..he makes me happy even though he is always grounded!! its ok though i still put up with him and love him anyways!! |
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[Jan. 5th, 2005|10:10 pm] |
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| | Since youve been gone | ] |
PsycoFrk420: your a wangfarting, ass sprouting nipple twisted queef mongeringnuclear muffteat
DzHazelEyes0215: thanks
DzHazelEyes0215: well..i think your weird
PsycoFrk420: well
PsycoFrk420: ur right
DzHazelEyes0215: lol
DzHazelEyes0215: i knew it
i love what my friends call me..
i love this song!
Since You've Been Gone
Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone
You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone
How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone
How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again
Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 5th, 2005|09:53 pm] |
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| |  bitchy | ] |
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| | Jadakiss | ] |
so yea..i am bored..there was an early dismissal today, but there was absolutly no point to it..o well..i got to come home early and chill with Teddy!! he is soooooo cute..we always fall asleep in my bed at night..i am sooo glad my parents finally got a dog...so yea...idk..i have been very edgy lately and yea..it's weird....
6 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait!!!!
i am gonna go..byebye |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|10:29 pm] |
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| | Since youve been gone | ] |
so yea..that picture is my doggy...he is sooooo cute..i love my doggy!!
ahh...7 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!! i am so freakin excited....Allie...i am definitly gonna come visit in my van..lol! That really sucks about the whole prom thing..what an ass..i miss all of you guys down in waterford...
it's ok c-townies cuz i love you guys too!!!!!
ok..sorry so short.. |
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